I am going through a trying time in my life. My wife and I are on the rocks, haven’t heard from her in a few months. I’ve got 9 years still to do and I don’t know where we will be at the end of my time. My heart is hurting and I am praying on this every day. I am so lost right now. I pray and I start to feel better but it’s on my heart and mind daily. We had 3 children together and I’ve spent my entire life with her. Please give me some words of encouragement. Very depressing and feelings of hopelessness are so strong! Jesus loves me, yes I know for the Bible tells me so!!! I believe he is real, I need a divine intervention in my life. She’s all I have and love her so so so so very much. She’s my wife! For the Last 17 years and I’ve spent my entire life with her. My Oldest is 32 and my youngest is 11.